I often think about
death. Not in a morbid way, but in a
faithful way. We are surrounded by the reminders of death every day. By watching the news regularly, you can’t
miss it. Seems as if it comes when it
wants and takes whoever goes near its path.
As believers we understand that death is not prejudice. We have all known of someone who passed and it
really seemed like the timing was off. We
cannot understand so we decide to put it in God’s hands, and we continue living….
for now.
The bible says that
it is appointed unto man once to die and after that judgment. Which means outside the rapture, we will all
die.
The thing that intrigues me most about death is the fact that to me, that is the ultimate test of our faith. Oh we can talk faith a lot when we are living. But in death, how you have lived, what you have believed and whatever is about to happen is about to happen! No take backs, no restarts, no recommitments, no more time for questions and answers.
Revelations 22:11-12
Yes, I think about
death often. I realize that if I really believe
anything, I have to have it secured, BEFORE I die. Think about it, what if our believing was
wrong? What if we got it in our mind
that everyone is going to heaven, no matter what? Or maybe with popular thinking now, we believe
that death is just that? We just cease to exist. Some may feel we
get another chance to come back to this earth as something or someone else… but
what if we are wrong? What if the bible
is right and we choose each day what we believe by how we live? Then when we die, God requires what He said
He would and we come up short?
Now you see why I think about
death a lot!
Because I believe it effects how I
live.
I know what someone
is saying right now! “Well Jacqui, what
if what you believe is wrong?” What if there is not a God who is holding eternity
for us? What if we are just worm food?
Before I answer that,
let me take another trail. If we believe
at all that God is Creator and that our existence is because of Him, then we
understand the quality and value He has placed in us. We are the only creation that lives with a
choice! Animals work with instinct, but
we get to choose if we trust Him, if we believe Him. God almighty allows us to choose Him, or
reject Him.
What a waste to just
become worm food! What a waste to have
the ability to invent electricity, to find diamonds in rough places, to be able
to go to the moon, drill for oil or even simply construct high rises, roads and
bridges! To have the ability to invent
the telephone, to build an airplane- a huge structure that man figured out how
to get off the ground and now we enjoy air travel. The talent for singing, sewing, cooking and everything else. Not to mention computers that store what you
put on them, machines that can build things for us. Think about mankind, all that knowledge and
then we die to feed worms? I don’t believe
that. God put too much in us.
What if what I have believed
about God holding eternity for me was wrong?
What if when I close my eyes they stay closed? What if I had no consciousness of anything
afterwards? What if I was just… gone?
If I found after
death that it didn’t happen the way I have believed, at least I can say today that
I tried to treat people right. I have
lived in a way that was considerate of others, perhaps I have blessed someone
during my lifetime and the “memory of the just is blessed.” perhaps they are remembering
me in a good way.
I wouldn’t want to be
someone who did everything to please myself, running over others and treating
them badly. Fighting and hurting people
just because I thought there were no consequences. I think based on what I believe now, someone’s
life should be better because I lived. Someone should have a better existence because
I chose to do something to help them. That in itself is a reward! So in my estimation, I have nothing to lose
living a life for God, and treating others right. It is a win for me if I was wrong, and a win if I was right.